Almost two months

I haven't written since 8-12 and I'm still on Effexor. Unbelievable!!!!!! Well I'm still waiting for that shipment of mail meds that I think never was shipped out. I finally saw my doctor after a month and a half and after having got off of Ativan and at the end of Effexor. He said it wasn't a good idea and definitely I needed the Effexor and should increase it. Well, I succumbed and told him when the shipment came in I would increase it. Well that was 3 weeks ago. I called the company and the meds were not registered. So I decided to get off all together, whether I thought it was a good idea or not. I'm still feeling fine and I've had some major life threatening events in the past week. It's bad enough to depend on people, but now medicine???? I don't think so. I think I have an appointment tomorrow so we'll see if that changes or not.