Day 6 - I think

It's Saturday. I haven't written since Wednesday. All my days are running together (but that's usual and has nothing to do with the meds). I haven't taken the medicine since Thursday. I took 1 pill Thursday evening because I didn't know how my reaction would be and was a little scared. But I didn't take a pill yesterday and I'm not taking one today. Now yesterday I felt just a little lightheaded. Today I felt a little lightheaded. For the past few days I've been getting up after 9:30. I know that that's because of not taking the medicine. I'm still dreaming some vidid dreams and last night several people died in my dreams and disappeared. I know this is because of the meds too. I'm a natural-vidid dreamer but I've never dreamed about so many people dying including myself. Oh, and I've been hungry and food tastes sooooooo good. I've been having a craving for meat and I try not to eat meat but the craving won't go away. So today I had a real hamburger that I cooked and it tasted so good I could have had two of em. It settled my stomach and helped it to not think of more food. So with that I'll give you an update tomorrow which will be totally different from last week.